Passing line after line It makes it all feel fine Coffee on the road is a bliss Only problem is Tastes like breast milk from God But it makes me wanna piss a lot Checked into a hotel Had some dinner, had some beer Saw a movie that was weird It's been a rough year Took some Xanax Went to the sauna to relax And that's where the benzo kicked in Feeling heavy, feeling fine Shivers in the spine Such a sweet sign Sometimes being numb is divine Feeling heavy, feeling fine Shivers in the spine Such a sweet sign Sometimes being numb is divine Time to time I lose my mind You wanna judge me? That's fine I see a reason to it I see it, I see it And I'm not fucking sorry! We drove more north Went to see my grandma And relatives that I miss The crazy people Sat and played accordion Ate sugar cake said goodbye with a kiss Checked into a hotel Had some wine had some pills And a lot of refills Now waiting for the thrill Ate tons of sweets and made ourselves puke In the suite Then we filled up with benzo again Took a clyster in the bathtub Floor covered in blood, never ending flood Somewhere in the toilet is our cud Took a clyster in the bathtub Floor covered in blood, never ending flood Somewhere in the toilet is our cud Time to time I lose my mind You wanna judge me? That's fine I see a reason to it I see it, I see it And I'm not fucking sorry! Time to time I lose my mind You wanna judge me? That's fine I see a reason to it I see it, I see it And you know I'm not sorry! Time to time I lose my mind You wanna judge me? That's fine I see a reason to it I see it, I see it And that is my problem So keep on judge me, yeah Keep on judge me I'm not afraid to be me I'm not afraid to be me So keep on judge me, yeah