I had hope And that is so unlike me. I walked in late, Well it could have been early. When my heart hit the floor, I gave up. I'm tired of feeling sick So damn sick of feeling lonely I tried to fill the holes That we have dug in me. Surprise, surprise. My back to an unlocked door. I give up. I am not what you'd call a fragile man. You can't count these scars on just one hand. I'm a fighter. I'm a lover. I'm not in love with this struggle. I really fucked this one up this time. There's no apologies for the dead. This cross is mine to bear. Now, it's been some time Since you have seen me down. So let's hang for a while. I give up. And I'll lie with this smile