I'm always running backwards trying to find Hope and inspiration inside of my mind But not everything's okay - not everything's fine Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill me - you gotta kill me You've got to put the gun to my mind When I've lost what I'm trying to find Kill me please One step forward and two steps back Told you before make it all turn black Straight to my heart I've fallen apart that's why [Chorus] This world is stealing the life and the feeling And only action can restore our sense of hope So put the gun up to my head, pull the trigger now I'm dead There is nothing left for you to control [Chorus]