It was hard to let you go Harder yet to hear those words And everyday since then I've been tryin' to break your curse For all those times you made me wonder why I live I'd paralyze my hate With all the thoughts of love That you'd give to me... As long as I live I can never forget you Even though I try with all my heart As long as I live I can never forget you Even though I try with all my might Well it's five years later now And my heart's no longer numb The way we acted was so childish and dumb I was just a toy to you but you never really cared 'Cause it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong You were scared of me