When you sleepin' alone, do you see me
Looking down at your body from the ceiling?
Do you wonder where I am now
Or why the hell I'm such a letdown?
I had a feeling this was gonna be another one
Shovin' roses down the barrel of a loaded gun
Maybe you'll hear this song and hate my guts
At least you'll know that I still think of us
It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishin' I could do more?
All of your clothes are just covered in paint
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate
To the life that I had before you got erased
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'ma motherfuckin' let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down
Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down
Why the hell did you tell me that you missed my bed?
Were you just fucking with my heart or my head?
Man, I told myself I would not do this again
Swear to God that I would not go through this again
It's eating me alive
Every time I close my eyes
See a body by my side
There's nobody by my side
It's been a couple of months and I'm sure
You don't know me, I don't know you no more
So why am I still laying here on the floor
Thinking of you, wishin' I could do more?
Now all of your clothes are just covered in paint
But I'm wearing them still just to cover the pain
And I'm wearing them still just so I can relate
To the life that I had before you got erased
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'ma motherfuckin' let you go somehow
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down
Fall asleep to your hands around my neck
I love the feeling when you choke me half to death
I guess that you can say I'm better now
'Cause I'm a motherfuckin' motherfucker when you let me down
('Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down, down)
('Cause I'm a motherfucker when you let me down)