Wear my glasses and black suit now im staring at the sky Smoking cigarettes and cryin' when i heard my friends are dead Now i realized i'll be lonely cause no one on my side Maybe i'll commit suicide Or maybe i'll do it tonight Im smokin' blunt for my broken heart (broken heart) I'll find a way to fix this broken part (fix this broken part) I can't continue this hard life And i think i'll be better with gun in my head Just say it if you hate me and wanna me to go from you Fuck it,i don't care if someone hurt me Cause i never take it too much in my heart And i'll forget it all yeah i will forget it all I used to be lonely when nobody were here Im crying with my friends cause i know they'll disappear Back to home with pain again and im tryna hold my tears Sleeping in my bed, hope i'll die in my sleep And im not sure, now im in my dilemma Should i die? or should i still alive? How can i still alive with the pain inside? I can't go on yeah i can't go on Wear my glasses and black suit now im staring at the sky Smoking cigarettes and cryin' when i heard my friends are dead Now i realized i'll be lonely cause no one on my side Maybe i'll commit suicide Or maybe i'll do it tonight Im smokin' blunt for my broken heart (broken heart) I'll find a way to fix this broken part (fix this broken part) I can't continue this hard life And i think i'll be better with gun in my head