My future seems so full of life And brighter now than it has ever been, But somehow I just can't allow My shell to crack And let the sun shine in... Today I feel so sick Today I feel comfortable with this If I should die before you I'll always be around to guide you In your center you'll find me And in the sky as a star still shining But if I can't pick myself back up Just enough to see above the haze My family buries the middle son The church bells ring, They don't know what to say... They don't say anything at all... Today I feel so sick If I should die before you I'll always be around to guide you In your center you'll find me And in the sky as a star still shining The silence takes control of me There's violence in my circuitry The silence takes control of me There's violence in my circuitry And one day I won't feel so sick But first comes the fall... If I should die before you I'll always be around to guide you In your center you'll find me And in the sky as a star still shining In the sky as a star... In the sky as a star... In the sky as a star... In the sky as a star still shining