Spent too much of my life Explaining myself to me Kept up like a vice Posing everything pristine Dreams of violet eyes And a crystalline smile Left where I began Just spinnin' like a turnstile I caught my reflection in some Shattered panes of glass I had to laugh remembering Most things don't last All this time wanting someone to set me free Saw my signs in only things surrounding Oh I never thought that Never thought It could be me that I need Just to be set free I've been over thinking a little too much Oh it's such a waste of time Trying to rewind Fighting to survive The Friday night rapture Still lookin' for my Next Holy Captor I need to believe in something That can't be taken away But for now I'll try to be fine with Being okay All this time spent searching for what can't be seen Saw my signs in only thing surrounding Oh I never thought that Never thought It could be me that I need Just to be set free I've been over thinking a little too much Oh it's such a waste of time Trying to rewind