It's just me
Who'd jump at any chance to try
It's just me
Replaying memories in my mind
It's just me
Who doesn't wanna let it go
It's just me
Who hates the thought of you with her
I'm the only one who ever thinks about it
I'd pick something over nothing
Every. Damn. Time.
But it's just me with my feelings all alone
It's just me
Know that I should quit you
You put me out like a cigarette
Always leave me dragging
I'm curled up in the front seat of my car
Text typed out not sure if I should send it
Cuz time goes past
I'm moving on
Starting to forget
Then you pop right up out the blue
Like my post
The fuck you do that?
Cuz a woman unsure of her place
Is a woman who's gonna be a problem
And it feels so right when we're together
I forget every time that you've left me at the bottom
My delusions
Got me clueless
Hearing what you say
Ignoring what you do
My god never looked so stupid
Gotta get you out my veins
Don't know why I've been saving space
I don't give up on people I love, no
But you aint ever gonna change
It's just me
Who'd jump at any chance to try
It's just me
Replaying memories in my mind
It's just me
Who doesn't wanna let it go
It's just me
Who hates the thought of you with her
I'm the only one who ever thinks about it
I'd pick something over nothing
Every damn time
But it's just me with my feelings all alone
It's just me
So I'm sorry that I hit you up
That I got too drunk
That I got so messy
Embarrassed, spilling my feelings all over you
That ain't what you were expecting
And it's all my fault
I played the 'cool girl' for so long
Think that I fooled myself
I did that to myself
Now you don't wanna touch me
You look fucking scared of me
And I haven't even raised my voice
But I feel like a monster
You say "please enough, this is too much"
Pushed you away with my honesty
You ask "what the fuck do you want from me?"
You're so guarded
It could be mistaken for heartless
Isn't it obvious?
I want you to want me
But you don't
And it doesn't matter what I say
Because I always end up saying it wrong
Gotta get you out my veins
What a waste of space
Mmmm
Gotta get you out my veins
What a waste