Yeah (Mmm) Chemical love I thought I was old news, I guess I was right Wherever you fight, the frequency rised Girl, I know you fucked him, you don't have to lie (Yeah, yeah) Now all the things you said, you ain't mean 'em and it hurts my heart You knew what you doing was deceiving but you carried on 75 percent of me is demons but they mean no harm They're just tryna shape me while I'm breathing but she's too alarmed You said your decisions deal with reason, what thе fuck is this? You left me to rot inside your wounds 'causе you're a piece of shit I should come and kill you, oh, you're lucky I'm at peace with it I should come and show you what it feel like when you hate to live Half the people here ain't make it out in time The water took their life Underwater, I can't breathe but, fuck, I feel alive Still I let you waste my time And for what? I ain't got shit to show but my slime-wrapped guts Numbing inside my room and I like it Oh, when the runes come take my soul, I don't fight it I work hard, I work fast and in silence Looking up at 4 o'clock, like where had the time went? Drunk, yeah, I'm drunk again Still I'm tryna lie again She not dumb, she find out and she just sigh again 2 o'clock in the night, could you call me? Could you help me? Could you save me from the state I'm in? Now all the things you said, you ain't mean 'em and it hurts my heart You knew what you doing was deceiving but you carried on 75 percent of me is demons but they mean no harm They're just tryna shape me while I'm breathing but she's too alarmed You said your decisions deal with reason, what the fuck is this? You left me to rot inside your wounds 'cause you're a piece of shit I should come and kill you, oh, you're lucky I'm at peace with it I should come and show you what it feel like when you hate to live You said your decisions deal with logic, I'm not buying it I just gave my heart to her before she started frying it You said I should focus on the present, I been trying it So far it ain't working but I'm fine with it Ma'am I- I- I'd just like to say I'm- I'm- I'm sorry Just as much my fault as it was yours