Yeah, first I'm the [?] Make me high, bird And my chest hurts On a ride, surf In the sky far When I sleep at night Can you [?] Be by my side I see stars And I I guess everything is only temporary And I guess given time I'll be alright I read through the pages of obituaries Looking for the name through my wet eyes Winter silence, oh I kinda like it I am half a home curled up by the fire I remember rum and Coca Cola before we retired But drinking this alone just push me further from my grasp Pour me up I could get through this alone, through this alone, yeah Hang me up I had spent too many nights in here alone, yeah Boot me up I got red trees in my home, breaking my bones, yeah All grown up, still I don't know what to do, know where to go You would think she mean it but she don't, it's a lie Girl I got my favourite in my cup if you wanna try I just got to the party and I'm done for the night Waking up in the morning I don't know how I survived I'm not tryna be rude but I'm still gon' do my thing Breaking out these stems 'fore I take it to my face Blowin this og kush and it's blowin' me away I just got a feeling everything gon' be okay Pour me up I could get through this alone, through this alone, yeah Hang me up I had spent too many nights in here alone, yeah Boot me up I got red trees in my home, breaking my bones, yeah All grown up, still I don't know what to do, know where to go