This isn't how it's meant to be running back and forth picking out clothes Calloused tippy toes Cant stay here but there's nowhere to go Questions shoved in the closet like a child Make them wait there for a little while Can't avoid them for long They always come out when I'm drunk This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore Mirrors always betray me Labels don't feel right anymore I'm only waiting painfully This constant back and forth is a bore This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore Nothing feels quite right for me Even how my voice sits in this song I'm uncomfortable Don't feel right but don't wanna be wrong This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore Mirrors always betray me Labels don't feel right anymore I'm only waiting painfully This constant back and forth is a bore This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore Think while ride the metro north back and forth Realize change is a good thing, it just means your growing Is it true to myself to keep things as they are I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, all I know is This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore Mirrors always betray me Labels don't feel right anymore I'm only waiting painfully This constant back and forth is a bore This isn't how it's meant to be I don't wanna fight anymore