Used to travel the world and stay up all night And do the drugs I used to like, but now I don't Stay at home and watch TV And think of who I used to be when I'm alone Every morning, waking up And feeling like I was asleep, oh Just going, going, going Not sure if I'm better now At least I've got my sanity, oh I'm going, going, going, but I I wanna know if this is real Now that I'm getting older 'Cause I know how it used to feel I just wanna try it sober I don't believe the days are done But maybe the end is closer I never said I won't have fun I just wanna try it sober I used to drink like it's a game I let my friends tattoo my legs and now it shows I used to ride my ups and downs Like ferris wheels, around and 'round, I go, and go Found out how to lose myself Around the age of 17, oh I'm growing, growing, growing And certain days don't ring a bell But there's a few good memories, oh I'm growing, growing, growing, but I I wanna know if this is real Now that I'm getting older 'Cause I know how it used to feel I just wanna try it sober I don't believe the days are done But maybe the end is closer I never said I won't have fun I just wanna try it sober (hey) I wanna know if this is real (I wanna know, I wanna know) Now that I'm getting older 'Cause I know how it used to feel I just wanna try it sober (oh, I) I don't believe the days are done But maybe the end is closer I never said I won't have fun I just wanna try it sober (hey) I never said I won't have fun I just wanna try it sober