If you could hear my thoughts Darling, what would you think? I think that you'd be terrified Knowing I never meant anything by it And if you could wear this skin Darling, how would you feel? I think you'd try to cut it off, drawing blood Make it stop, as soon as you did But if nothing's forever why can't I get better? It's been a year and I'm still the same And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason I'm too fucking numb to feel pain If I could read your mind Would it make this all easier? Would I finally just let you go? Call it off? But I wouldn't mean any of it Could I sleep at night and not stare at the ceiling? "God, what is he thinking?" Now I'm stuck reliving when you cut it off Drew the blood, you made it stop as soon as I did But if nothing's forever why can't I get better? It's been a year and I'm still the same And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason I'm too fucking numb to feel pain I'm too fucking numb to feel pain