Gonna throw up at this party
In the bathroom of someone I don't know
Maybe soon will just be friendly
On my birthday, oh god, I go
When you used to touch me it felt like home
And now its just skin on someone else's skin
It's 3 am on a thursday
You got me walking home alone again
You leave me just to come back the next morning
Drunk and wanting someone to hold
I'm naive for letting you come right back and
We're both so alone
Got addicted to the feeling of stability
The kind that I never felt before
You know all of this is new to me
Wish I didn't have to question everything
It's a force of habit
And I wish I didn't have it
Forgiving you for everything you've done
I'm losing myself so that you'll stay
Wish everything the less or maybe more
God I don't know
Clothes on the floor
Sheets of the bed wondering why I stayed
Forcing ourselves to be okay
Something we said we never do
You loved me in the right way
But never tried to admit that to you
You leave me just to come back the next morning (the next morning)
Drunk and wanting someone to hold
I'm naive for letting you come right back and (right back and)
We're both so alone
Got addicted to the feeling of stability
The kind that I never felt before
You know all of this is new to me
Wish I didn't have to question everything
It's a force of habit
And I wish I didn't have it
Forgiving you for everything you've done
I'm losing myself so that you'll stay
It's a force of habit
And I wish I didn't have it
Forgiving you for everything you've done
I'm losing myself so that you'll stay