I can't look at pictures
And I can't say your name
You're no longer here with us
And there ain't no one to blame
Everyday I cry
And at night time too
'Cause you're gone for good this time
And there's not a damn thing I can do
And I'm mad and I'm sad and I'm bad at being sad
Doing things I don't believe in
Just to numb the hurt that I have
And I can't figure out if I need a preacher or a pill
One to numb the pain but the other one is trained to heal
I'm sad becasue I miss you
And I'm mad 'cause I don't know what to do
I'm just bad at being sad and not too damn good at missing you
I keep my head spinning with a million and one different thoughts
To forget the one thought that can completely tears me apart
I want to take a trip down memory lane
And see things that made us laugh
But without you here I can't go there
So I just avoid the past
I'm tired of waiting on time to make it all feel better
I'll never speak to you again, so I'll just write you this letter
Pouring out my heart and soul; pen thoughts till my hands quiver
Just a stagger written word to never be delivered.
And I'm mad and I'm sad and I'm bad at being sad
Even though I'd know you were leaving
Don't make it easier now
I say lots of threats even god can't help me out
'Cause he the one that took you to his home above the clouds
I'm not mad I know he's loving you
But I'm sad 'cause I don't know what to do
I'm just bad at being sad and not damn good at missing you
Yeah I'm bad at being sad and not too damn good at missing you