I was born but am I alive Sure, ain't been livin' in quite some time As I've grown older, I realize A life worth livin' is well hidden Between the lines I should follow my heart. Deep through my soul. In hopes to finally fill this deep hole. Fighting off the sadness has taken me a while. But ever so often I work up a smile. I only fine laughter at times when I am stoned. Too often I cry at night when I am all alone. I hate that I can't be in control, of my emotions. But I'm just a book left wide open. I was born but am I alive Sure, ain't been livin' in quite some time As I've grown older, I realize A life worth livin' is well hidden Between the lines I hate that I can't be in control of my own Damn emotions. But I'm just a book left wide open. Hey, I'm just a book left wide open I was born but am I alive