Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again Don't know if you get it, 'cause I can't express how thankful I am That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you don't understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control ♪ 'Cause I don't wanna lose control ♪ Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not Trying to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught Even though I'm older now, and I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Trying every day when I hold my breath Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control ♪ 'Cause I don't wanna lose control ♪ I don't wanna lose control ♪ I need you to know I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubt Lose control