Go to weddings Go to funerals Just try To exist Swap scenes in the morning Ask him to bed again I celebrate With a fist And I thought a lot of you today But not in any special way Just because Today you're 31 Was it too much to expect You never asked I never said First the quays and then the rest You were the only one And never mind The late night calls I make them from The city walls But I've decided Not to go there For a while The fireworks could cut us up And I swear I Wouldn't Give A Fuck One of us waits The other's stuck And I can't tell the difference When I said I didn't mind You didn't mark Her passing line What I really meant was I wish you'd been there The months move on And I decide Though you like To take my side You never really told me Anything At all It's not that I Don't love you still (You might come I hope you will) It's that even though I try I Just Can't Keep up And I Just can't keep up I Just can't keep up I Just can't keep up I Just can't keep up And I Just can't keep up I Just can't Go to weddings Go to funerals Any dreams? Keep them fixed