Wish I knew that it was easier in dreams But you knew all along it was never me You knew our love story it wasn't meant to be Put me through fire knowingly thats what it seems No way No way you inflicted all this pain You died to me when you walked away I tried but you couldn't say the same Why don't you look in the mirror and see your fucked up face You're living in my head rent free with my demons Addicted to you now got a fix while you're leaving I'm falling from the stars while you're too busy deceiving I hope that I can heal from the trauma I'm receiving Wish I knew that it was easier in dreams But you knew all along it was never me You knew our love story it wasn't meant to be Put me through fire knowingly thats what it seems You told me lies You told me everything to lead me on You used me for your gain and then you moved the fuck along You brought me through a world of pain you don't know right from wrong So don't expect forgiveness from me 'cause you're long gone Call this a farewell letter That I'ma burn to the ground 'cause I know its for the better I lost my sanity mixing my pain up with the pleasure We can't revitalize our time together No way No way you inflicted all this pain You died to me when you walked away I tried but you couldn't say the same Why don't you look in the mirror and see your fucked up face You're living in my head rent free with my demons Addicted to you now got a fix while you're leaving I'm falling from the stars while you're too busy deceiving I hope that I can heal from the trauma I'm receiving If I could count up all the stars in the sky It wouldn't add up to the resentment in your eyes Wonder how all this time I could have been so blind So blind to not realize that you're bad for me I cried knowing that you had it out for me So why did you tell me that you cared for me Long nights of emotional despair for me You don't care for me No way No way you inflicted all this pain You died to me when you walked away I tried but you couldn't say the same Why don't you look in the mirror and see your fucked up face You're living in my head rent free with my demons Addicted to you now got a fix while you're leaving I'm falling from the stars while you're too busy deceiving I hope that I can heal from the trauma I'm receiving