Um
I wrote a speech all about how amazing you are
And how
You made me who I am today
But I don't think you'd be proud of how I'm turning out
I'm rarely happy
And if I am it's because it's temporary
My emotions just hide behind a facade because
I don't want anyone knowing how much I miss you
When I'm home alone
I sit and cry
And think of all the things I could have done with you
And should have done
But I was too selfish to spend more time with you
You meant everything to me
And I wish you had taken better care of yourself
Or that I should've known better
I love you so much and I always think about you
Always
I want you to know that
I want you here
But I know you can't be so just know I love you so so much
Beyond words can describe
So I think about all the things I have to tell you
Even just to tell you about my day
Because with every day that goes by
I'm scared that our memories will start to fade
I can't do anything at all, without thinking of you
Everything I do is touched by your memory
I feel like nobody could ever understand how much I miss you
I often think of all the things I wish I'd said and should have said
But I never Imagined you'd be gone so soon
You mean everything to me
And I wish I could hold you just one more time
Or that you'd pick up the phone
Just so I could hear your voice
I love you so much and I will never forget you
Never
I need you to know that
I want you here
But I know you can't be so just know I love you so so much
Beyond words can describe
I love you so much and I will never forget you
Never
I need you to know that
I want you here
But I know you can't be so just know I love you so so much
Beyond words can describe