Why do I always feel like I hit rock bottom even though I got good things coming my Way? I don't know Sometimes I'm lost in my thoughts It's like I'm Talking to God but he doesn't respond It's like I'm Not evolving at all I've been stuck in the same spot for awfully long Yeah My hopes and dreams are either dissolving or gone Opportunities coming in but I'm callin' em off It's like I Don't feel nothing at all Every new day just feels like a punch in the jaw A bunch of notes on my white board Things I need to do but I don't really have time for What am I doing man? I might as well wrap the mic cord If I don't pick up the pen and pad and write more My mind's torn Should they put me in a psych ward? I thought I was heading to the top? This ain't the right floor Used to be a man of steel like a cyborg Now I don't even know what I'm alive for Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Where am I going? Oh on this road You'll encounter all the ghosts of pain There's nothing but time And the questions always change Just do me a favor and shut your trap please 2021 is like a bad dream Every day when I turn on my flat screen I'm being told that it's time to get a vaccine But you don't know the side effects And You make it seem like this is life or death Huh I guess I'm stuck in my ways like a spider web Cuz I didn't want this vaccine inside my flesh But it was either Moderna or a pile of debt So I had to pick an arm, right or left? Well I can't lose my job so it's fine I guess And if it doesn't work, just give me Pfizer next It's like the world's playing a game of Simon Says To get a stimulus check from the IRS I feel low, I should get high instead And ignore the fact that I'm depressed Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Lost I feel lost Where am I going? Oh on this road You'll encounter all the ghosts of pain There's nothing but time And the questions always change Oh on this road You'll encounter all the ghosts of pain But wait there's nothing but time And the questions always change