All I ever do is wish for madness
Anything to feel something again
Since you've been gone it set me off my axis
And now all I wanna do is forget
God, why does it hurt to see you happy?
How do I stop these feelings when they come?
I don't know how I got here so don't ask me
Either feel it all at once or be completely numb
And god I feel it coming down, in slow motion
He's watching me break down, with no emotion
Nothing's spoken
All I wanted was for you to want me
Now all I want is to be alone
I know that you won't listen but I'm sorry
This life of fighting with myself is all I've ever known
And god I feel it coming down, in slow motion
He's watching me break down, with no emotion
I tried my best to speak, but I'm frozen
'Bout ten million thoughts but, nothing's spoken
'Bout ten million thoughts but, nothing's spoken
And god I feel it coming down, in slow motion
He's watching me break down, with no emotion
I tried my best to speak, but I'm frozen
'Bout ten million thoughts but, nothing's spoken
'Bout ten million thoughts but, nothing's spoken
All I wanted was for you to want me
Now all I want is to be alone
I know that you won't listen but I'm sorry
This life of fighting with myself is all I've ever known