I hate it when you leave, but it's expected
But then you come right back, and I let it
Tell me should I feel love, or disrespected
Even when you don't reply, I get the message
Sometimes I feel dead
When I'm alive
You give me a reason to get high
Dead, then I revive
You give me a reason to get high
What you mean
That's how you feel
What's on your mind
What's the deal
Tell me that you love me
Then disappear
Is it hate
Is it fear
I can tell
Just from looking in ya eyes
When you bout to switch up like a Gemini
Then I look to get light when I'm dim inside
But I always think of you when I'm getting high
I hate it when you leave, but it's expected
But then you come right back, and I let it
Tell me should I feel love, or disrespected
Even when you don't reply, I get the message
Sometimes I feel dead
When I'm alive
You give me a reason to get high
Dead, then I revive
You give me a reason to get high
Oh you blocked me, oh that's new
But you still watch me, oh that's you
We could be up but that's on snooze
Bringing up the past when that's old news
Oh you a poison type, that's toxic
Cause now you wanna take me off the block list
Cause not you wanna switch up the topic
Ignore the inside rather focus on optics
Focus on you I applaud that
But ya signals mix when I fall back
Is me you want or the idea of me
And I still don't understand what you fear of me
So I'm smoking a little more
Drinking a little more
Focused a little more
Thinking a little more
Maybe alotta more
Pacing alotta more
Chasing alotta more
Save me I'm bout to
Fall
I thought that you could save me
I thought that you could
Save me