Your memory leaves me mystified As if I'd been on the other side Like diving in the ocean feels like I'm moving in slow motion I said, this strong faith I can't ignore We will reach another shore There was nothing anyone could do There was nothing anyone could say I thought my faith would not go away Knowing now, what everybody knew So absurd thinking this is true I felt heaven, when we kissed But now I know - you don't exist I said, I'll give you anything at all And will be there when you call Don't want this moment to slip away By your side I want to lay I said, when I loose my destination I look at you for inspiration There was nothing anyone could do There was nothing anyone could say I thought my faith would not go away Knowing now, what everybody knew So absurd thinking this is true I felt heaven, when we kissed But now I know - you don't exist Not a dream, it is for real Noone can change the emptiness I feel Burning my eyes are turning red A strange and sick feeling in my head Blinded eyes - I could not see That everybody was laughing at me Now I'm angry so full of hate Who helps me out of that twisted state Knowing now, what everybody knew So absurd thinking this is true I felt heaven, when we kissed But now I know - you don't exist