Couple years ago bitch I pledged
Thinkin' it was dope, it would give me a slight edge
The pussy would come easy ever since
But now I'm lookin' back with different lens, it make no sense
We stuck inside a realm of fake pretend
Thinkin' we're the shit because we shotgun at full send
Yeah the bitches are a plus, I understand
Is it worth it when they easy and they riding all your friends?
Just fuck 'em for a list so you can flex it for the cred
Greek life we embellish steady fuckin' with our head
Don't get it confused I'm in this shit too
We in the same coup but I'm drivin' while you choose to
Post up in the back, no vision no views
All you do is lift, but even then you gotta pump juice
I guess you puttin' hoes before your health (bruh)
See you actin' cool, I'm seeing through the fake fun
Preachin' fuck these hoes, while you always chase 'em
Lil' faded, act a fool, throwin' hands like Tyson
I'm here to let you know when this is over life is rough
A fist fight and a couple STDs, is that enough?
You coulda passed that class, but happy hour is a must
100 brothas deep inside a house that you can trust
'Til some shit pop off and one of us is locked for drugs
Then the police crack him open like pistachio and discuss
Now they bangin' at our doors steady ready with the cuffs
Drinkin', smokin', fuckin' up in school is cool to you
Who knew those years are comin' due
So what you gon' do when it's all through?
Maybe kick with yo boys, kinda Kung Fu
Maybe regret every step you took in those shoes
Maybe wish you chased the paper and not Lulu's
So don't complain about a fuckin' life that you choose
I thank the lord I ain't get sucked into the trap too
Rest in peace to those above us who went too soon
I swear that pledgin' shouldn't be able to kill you
Lil white boys join a house and then act hard now
Poppin' pills, doin' blow, is the new lifestyle
But I don't give a fuck, you fuck with me, I'm fuckin' back
And just to make it clear, it's not the college fun that I attack
It's just the way it's done, with all the letters and the stunts
All the stigma, separation, and unnecessary funds
Look I just keep it real
If you don't like it, that's ideal
I'm screamin' fuck you, fuck the crew and how you feel
Turn the coin to these egocentric hoes now
Ain't got a clue, daddy's money, booty shorts, wow
Never thought I'd see a dime that I would turn down
But then they bustin' it wide open for the whole town
It's kinda funny how these bitches say they want a Romeo
Then jump on any ready dick up on the weekend like hello
Wake up in different crib with some new guy that they don't know
See the pattern just repeats and it becomes the status quo
10 mirrors on your wall, yeah I feel you
Gym clothes wearin' makeup, yeah I feel you
Fake as fuck to climb the latter, yeah I feel you
Not all of you, but just enough to see the taboo
Now y'all gon' @ me cause you mad and that's what you do
But I get it you ain't fuckin' with the picture that I paint
Y'all be hidin' demons underneath the imagine of saint
At the philanthropy by 5, and poppin' pillies after 8
I see the dark side every night, yeah I know y'all can relate
Hit up anyone with letters, soul mate for day
Trackin' macros like a map, but blackin' out like everyday
And listen I ain't stupid, I'm seeing through the games you play
Maybe I'm being dramatic or I hit it on the plate
But that's just how I see it, I write it down and illustrate
Goddamn they don't know (yeah)
At 20 years old (yeah)
That life ain't no show
No fucking Olo (yeah)
Y'all just can't see (yeah)
Life without the Greek (yeah)
Blind like Stevie (yeah)
Nose like Whitney
Boy listen closely, I ain't judgin', you gon' do you
That's just how I feel and I know others who agree too
I'm just tryna show you what it look like from the outside
Maybe you already know, don't give a fuck, well I tried
But this time reconsider cause I'm speakin' from the inside
Not sayin' stop the fun, I'm just sayin' keep a wide mind
Balance up your scale cause you overloadin' one side
Huh, I'm just sayin', Ferz