Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay I know it's a hard time Mellow in the daytime, swear you gonna end it but you wait (wait) Driftin' through the day Always tryna find a way, but these ns only speak up for the hate (hate) Your daddy wasn't here So you playin' it by ear, but you keep on goin' further from the gate (gate) I struggle in my mind Know there's something I can't find and I kill it with the pills I like to take (take) Lost and I admit it, sins that I committed Ain't no place in this puzzle for my piece Lost and I admit it, sins that I committed Ain't no space in my head for silent peace I sleep and I wake up in a coffin But sleep I don't really do that often On stage man I feel like I'm a prophet Not even really thinkin' bout the profit No tats, na fuck it, na stay clean Me and Satan really playing on the same team I hate it and I love it like my money Class clown, but na I ain't funny Only want the shit that you cannot have, yeah My life got no settlement, no physical sentiment As the lord as my testament, I stay writin' my rhetoric So my people can cherish it and I'm a simple degenerate like Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay, okay yeah yeah Oh okay What am I runnin' from? What am I runnin' from? What am I runnin' from? Voice in my head, tellin' me I'm dead Got my angel and my demon fighting too (fuck) Creature in my bed, making me upset Caged in like a monkey in a zoo (you) Nowadays we only fight when we don't want to Lately I been numb like I'm a cartoon Stack money but remember where you came from Fame really make a na go and act dumb 6iine, lil pump, lil xan, huh Y'all smart, ain't a reason to be extra But I get it, you be different for the camera No beef, I just wanna understand bruh Stuck in my ways, imma be okay Stu-Stuck in my ways, imma be okay Stu-Stuck in my ways, imma be okay Stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways "When I'm talking to you, I want you to know that this is genuinely from my heart This isn't some bullshit, pre-scripted, motherfuckin' words" "I, I've proved to myself that I can be faded all the time and make great music And make it day to day and carry on But like all of a sudden just being completely clear headed was like uh" What am I runnin' from? "That was the new high" What am I runnin' from?