Scrolling through these texts
Trying to unterstand
Trying to unterstand
Scrolling through these texts
Trying to understand
Trying to understand
I'm sitting here again
It feels like it's the end
I cannot pretend
That this here was my plan
I don't wanna say
That I am sad but hey
I don't wanna lie to you
'Cause I still feel the same
I am really wasted
You had a thousand faces
That's what I really hated
I let you go but waited
I put on my fake smile
Act like I'm doing fine
Don't know what's going on inside
I really need to clear my mind
Too many thoughts inside my head
Maybe you're not even worth it
Do you regret what you did?
Because I don't regret a thing
Lately I been losing sleep
I just want you next to me
Your love is all I need
But honestly
Hope's killing me
Hope is killing me
It doesn't feel right
Push you away when you near
But I want you by my side
Yea, I want you by my side
I only need you by my side
I'm sitting here again
It feels like it's the end
I cannot pretend
That this here was my plan
I don't wanna say
That I am sad but hey
I don't wanna lie to you
'Cause I still feel the same
Can you stay, can you stay?
I don't wanna be with another lady
You're fucking with me but you don't wanna save me
I gave you the wheel now you're driving me crazy
I gave you my heart and you threw away
Is there really no way
To let the hate behind
I don't wanna hide
It's my fucking life, yuh
I am really wasted
You had a thousand faces
That's what I really hated
I let you go but waited
I put on my fake smile
Act like I'm doing fine
Don't know what's going on inside
I really need to clear my mind
I'm sitting here again
It feels like its the end
I cannot pretend
That this here was my plan
I don't wanna say
That I am sad but hey
I don't wanna lie to you
'Cause I still feel the same
I still feel the same
I still feel the same
I still feel the same
I still feel the pain