I am disintegrating The man I used to be Slowly evaporating Still I fight the process Longing to remain If it were up to me I would stay the same But it's not up to me And that sets me free I rest in knowing that Though I am a mess I am possessed You will never change You will never leave You always finish what you start and You're working in me And you will never fail I am disappearing Right before my eyes Moving towards the clearing Still I fight the process Longing to remain If it were up to me I would stay the same