Trying to write this song To understand the way it may cause For deadly hearted who know me so well You let me fall down Leaving me drowning to pieces If that makes you happy I don't be surprised If that makes you feel some I might be surprised I hate you for now Forgive you for now There's a louver that blinds the ray and morning breezer I'd rather open it before it turns If I looked around It might be something hiding underneath I should be aware of Should ask for a sign It shouldn't be lover that painted as blind I hate you for now Forgive you for now To feel that I deserve To be loved it takes four years To feel the happiness I have to hide until it fades I'm nowhere near Trying to write this song To understand the way it may cause For deadly hearted who know me so well You let me fall down Leaving me drowning to pieces If that makes you happy I don't be surprised If that makes you feel some I might be surprised I hate you for now Forgive you for now