Did you know I feel old today Unachieved and far away from my own goals In my life I'm really tired I should go somewhere I'm uninspired, I can barely talk No one told me what is like And I can't quite talk But I still find the words to say I'm a shame I ripped a hole in my favorite jeans I started to cry I think this means something else is going on And when I laugh I start to cry Someone bury me I'm dead inside Don't think I will survive And I can't quite talk But I still find the words to say I'm shame And I'm not quite there 'Cause I think I'm really scared I don't compare Don't think that I wanna' die Don't think that I wanna' die Don't think I... Wanna' die (wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die) Don't think that I wanna' die Don't think that I wanna' die Don't think I... Wanna' die (wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die, wanna' die) And I can't quite talk But I still find the words to say I'm shame And I'm not quite there 'Cause I think I'm really scared I don't compare