I know it's only my fault and I hate it I'm lost in the music over bullshit I can't stop from my two cents on a movement And I know I'm too quick so there's typos And I scream, maybe too loud with my eyes closed I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame Projects that I can't escape My name can't carry all the weight All the weight I'm wide awake Just trying to be creative in pain 'Cause I can't sleep! I can't stop what I'm doing, in a bad spot I promised I'd write some good shit since my last drop I play hard, and I fight hard, I'm a lost cause Prove it or I lose it and it's my fault Been through too many phases Now that shit don't phase me I'm lost, and I'm ill, and I'm faded Pent-up, looking all angry 'Cause I'm to blame if every word I wrote was lame Projects that I can't escape My name can't carry all the weight All the weight I'm wide awake Just trying to be creative in pain 'Cause I can't sleep! I'm getting sloppy, shake it off me (I can't change) I'm ready, sorry, really sorry (I can't change) I'm steady marching in the party (I can't change) I'm steady climbing, I feel it starting And I can't change I know it's solely my fault and I hate it It's not okay And I won't play I think of crashing my car in interstate And I hate it And I can't change I know it's solely my fault and I hate it It's not okay And I won't play I think of crashing my car in interstate