This isnt what I had in mind for me
At night I lay alone, restless I can't sleep
Weight of the world feel it crushing my chest
The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist
Feel so fucking worthless my head's a mess
So ill take all these pills to relieve all my stress
And I know ill never amount to anything
These drugs got me feeling like im fucking king
Ive been waiting for the day
To wipe the smile off your face
You think you finna silence me
All your efforts gone to waste
You really thought that you could cloud
My mind with doubt and the
Pull of the wool over my eyes
Know I wrote the book of manipulation
Bitch ive always seen through your lies
This ignorance pumps hatred through my veins
Don't test me ill paint the walls with your
Blood and splatter your brains
With this ignorance, it brings
Me peace upon all the pain
It's the only thing that makes sense, in
This world that drives me insane
I dont rock with these hoes
Coke cloggin their nose
Rob the world with my bitch, she feeds
Me drugs til im cold
Cold enough to take a life, invade your
Body steal your soul
Lick the blood off my knife, and
Disappear into the night
Haven't you learnt yet?
I haven't learnt shit
Still living my life
Piss fucking ignorant
I dont give a fuck about a thing still
Didn't really ever give a fuck anyway
Im still tryna find a path through this life
Taking it day by day, switching my lane
Swerving and out of traffic
Death in the whip so romantic
Scorpion sting if I let it
Meet my demise won't regret it
Death on impact, brain like broken syntax
Body in a bin bag, never get the kid back
I dont even need to sleep
Imma take a fucking pill for peace
I dont even really need to breathe
Why the fuck can't anybody see
I need space, get the fuck out my face
You're just a waste of energy
Lately I been plagued and I chase the remedy
Damaging my sanity so I can face the clarity
My brains splattered, face us battered
I been tryna break the chains got my veins in tatters
Ive been dying for a good nights sleep
But they always seem to invade my dreams
These faceless figures they've been stalking me
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can devour my inner peace