Mentally I've been fucked up Everyday I get fucked up Everyday I get wasted Don't feel love, only hatred Sorrow filled, so don't envy I don't think that they get me Overwhelmed. I might end me Suicide in a Bentley I've been trapped inside a cage Nothing ever seems to change Why do I feel this way Self-destruct just to numb my pain I've been trapped inside a cage Nothing ever seems to change Why do I feel this way Self-destruct just to numb my pain Why do I feel this way, self-destruct just To numb my pain Why do I feel this way, self-destruct just To numb my pain No light where I'm at No white, just black Mind so jam packed I can't go back It's been so long I can't pretend Cannot escape What's in my head I've been trapped inside a cage Nothing ever seems to change Why do I feel this way Self-destruct just to numb my pain I've been trapped inside a cage Nothing ever seems to change Why do I feel this way Self-destruct just to numb my pain