And I'm alone sitting in my room And I can't stop thinking about you And all the pain that I've been through And I feel bad no matter what I do And I'm alone sitting in my room And I can't stop thinking about you And all the pain that I've been through And I feel bad no matter what I do Nights out lights out and I'm locked in She gon sell parts of my heart at the auction I can feel the pressure (feel the pressure) when I walk in I can feel the trauma round the corner while I'm walking I get so socially awkward I get told to get over it I wish that we could just talk it out I'm Irish yeah I'm always the odd one out I feel this pressure get down for no reason Whenever I wake up it's nearly the evening I'm nocturnal, knocked down I question the meanings Of this life we're trapped in it ain't that appealing But ooo I still got hope in me Nicotine veins round her wrist got the rosary's ooo yeah But I still got hope in me that we gon make it I'll do this shit globally, Yeah And I'm alone sitting in my room And I can't stop thinking about you And all the pain that I've been through And I feel bad no matter what I do And I'm alone sitting in my room And I can't stop thinking about you And all the pain that I've been through And I feel bad no matter what I do If I give into the dark Then I won't feel a thing I'm fucking screaming out my mind But they ain't listening Tell me where you been I just wanna hold it down for connection Lying out your mouth, you misdirected Cause I been holding my tongue And I been chasing a bag I know you keeping a front Like everyday in the past All this way You don't even know the real me Another day I feel I'm fading can you feel me?