You're so far away Wish you could have stayed But why should I blame You did what makes you smile Makes me cry But I will fight For my whole life Nothing is changing I'm always the same Friends are like strangers So I'm doing okay I saw the heaven You were in it Alarm set at seven It was just a dream I saw the heaven But it was far I'm poisoned I'm venomed I'm falling apart Wake me up Last night I drank too much I'm throwing up The same routine I'm stuck I can't express My emotions very well I feel so stressed You're my only blessing And now I sing Everything I feel Every time I sit And think About when I saw the heaven You were in it Alarm set at seven It was just a dream I saw the heaven But it was far I'm poisoned I'm venomed I'm falling apart