Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me The questions you don't wanna see You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly You don't want to show that you care You're punching your face in the street You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault Just to date someone so disgusting So who am I meant to be, yeah I know He looks a lot like me So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window Staring back at me, what do you see Cus too many people here talk about me So how does it feel to be the one without a dream Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free Cus too many people wanna talk about me Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep I am free Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die My ex said that I was a lame-o Said sloth you a pussy just take those Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole Drove fast, eyes closed Count downed, I really didn't know Thought my life would just stay shit But know there's light in darkness Cus too many people here talk about me So how does it feel to be the one without a dream Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free Cus too many people wanna talk about me Cus too many people here talk about me So how does it feel to be the one without a dream Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free Cus too many people wanna talk about me