Yeah, yeah, break through the front door, better call a medic
Yeah, I feel like shit man, it's to be expected
Cause you know that I'm not coming, know that I'm not coming
Back from this, back from this
Take a hit from my blunt and I fade into the couch
New phone who is this, till you say it's been a week
Since I've been outside, yeah, I don't give a fuck
Got my homies and the crew sippin' tea in the call
Yeah, I don't give a fuck about anyone anymore
Yeah, I stay inside building walls up in my mind
Cause we make lies, blame each other then here comes the fall
Take a sip of my cup blanking out these awful thoughts
Wanna push the drugs on me, push me on the floor
Until I end up cold in the freeze, laying in the morgue
At least I'll fucking go out in style when I'm dying
Gucci fucking jacket on my back, hit my head in with the gat
I'm sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
Hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
But they don't understand a fucking thing
I wanna get up but I'm half alive
Stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say I'm okay
But sometimes this life is just too hard
Yeah, running down the hallway gravity is giving
Now I'm slipping on the floor, I see your face and yeah your grinning
Cause I hope these dreams fucking don't mean shit
Cause every day it feels like they wanna make me quit
So we sneak out to the backwoods, rolling up a fucking blunt
Laying on my back, seeing clouds burst into the sun
Yeah I'm sick of fucking overstressing
I always got anxiety on my mind can I fucking feel alive
Wake up not real, feel like I am slipping here
Dissociation in my head, two steps back, and it's not clear
If I'm controlling my body or not
I used to freak out on the daily about this shit and now I'm here
So I just fucking deal with it and let it flow
I guess it's working out now don't think about it and just go
Yeah so what's the point of fearing something that you don't control
Better let go, let go, let go of this
I'm sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
Hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
But they don't understand a fucking thing
I wanna get up but I'm half alive
Stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say I'm okay
But sometimes this life is just too hard
I'm sick of fucking feeling like I wanna die
Hang high with the noose bathing in the light
I got my homies right here with me
But they don't understand a fucking thing
I wanna get up but I'm half alive
Stuck in my fucking bed until I break and cry
I wanna just say I'm okay
But sometimes this life is just too hard