I been around for a minute now I seen a lot I won't admit at all I haven't been home in a minute woah I see people I don't know that wanna call me by my first name Fuck 'em they don't know me get the worst ay I haven't been home in a minute woah I tell the bottle everything they don't know bout what I been through I got friends tryna leave me on this planet alone Now where the fuck ima go woah I thought I was finished with it no panic attack I been on my way out before what you know bout that I feel like I shouldn't have gave a hundred been dead woah I'm still stuck inside the middle of the same place Same pace, same face everyday Wide awake woah Handling my business, that's the way I handle pain Playing with the thoughts, they still playin with my name Talkin with my downsides tell me which to blame woah woah No ice glitter wrist, no froze Still been on my shit, no show How I watch them reap, what they sow Don't come around no, like you know They been waiting on collapse I can't blame myself again, no relapse No Relax, I'm detached, if they ask woah I been silent, you just fuck face We ain't blood just cause it's last name I ain't comin home till it's my payday woah