Why you have to go do it Speak it like you been through it Tryna make me go stupid Talk down to me like I'm too foolish Like I'm too foolish Why you have to go do it Speak it like you been through it Tryna make me go stupid Talk down to me like I'm too foolish Like I'm too foolish I'm just noticing the way you walk about Hide around, fuckers hide around You talkin gospel But they'd rather listen to some fuckin hand me down Never living what they speaking about And not the usual violence It's false profits and false promise To be honest I pad lock it Rather swallow the 30 than jump into your moshpit You just a kid that ain't shit You giving nothing but your nonsense So faithful, they praying for stable Dashing for labels Living for fables, and tales of the grateful Lookin for a seat at the table But don't wanna deal with the struggle for the break through Hope you know i fucking hate you I hope the world don't fucking bait you And you just think that time is gonna save you This shit ain't bout you bitch Better tuck a lip before I finally bust it in You fuckin pricks led my mans to this Now you wanna act like mental been the first thing on your list You selfish, he dealt with All the times he's helping The people never accept him Only just expect him To be some perfect blessing His last thoughts was probably about is mama's smile And all those times she talked him down for miles Thought about his friends and the laughs he kept filed Won't be around for his sister, or her first child Worst of all he adding more bodies to his daddy's pile All this death in the family, his pops his going wild His mama only sleep inside room, repeating his vinyl Looking up to the ceiling, while the air leaving my person I said 'fuck that' Rope burning when I cut it off my lungs, trapped Coughing, exhaustion, feeling where my heart at I'm still beating, still kicking, I'm still breathing, I want life, want power, I want seasons, I want nights, I want reason, see all the blessings that I have and ain't no more needed Ain't no more needed