Nobody gives a fuck what I'm feeling Long as I smile big for the jokes they tell Wish I could take it to hell And I'm drowning in a wishing well Tuesday feels so much the same Wednesday's gonna hurt as I swallow the pain Is this inside of my brain Gotta be something I can blame I wanna lead a fake life wanna smile more Kinda maybe sorta wanna quit being myself Quit being myself quit being my Quit being myself quit being my Trying to listen to my heart cus I know this is bad We should throw it all away Throw it all away We should throw it all away Throw it all away Somebody said I'm fun when I'm drinking Trying my best to not overthink it now But it's just getting too loud And I'm too tired anyhow Failing to hide the things that I'm feeling Maybe my friends don't think that I'm doing too well Feels like there's no one to tell Still drowning in a wishing well I wanna lead a fake life wanna smile more Kinda maybe sorta wanna quit being myself Quit being myself quit being my Quit being myself quit being my Trying to listen to my heart cus I know this is bad We should throw it all away Throw it all away We should throw it all away Throw it all away I wanna smile more I wanna smile more I wanna smile more I just wanna smile