So lost, you look so perfect I'm dead, though you were worth it I feel like I so worthless Dead in my mind, she fuckin' deserves it I cry, fuck it, I don't feel pain My life has always been the fuckin' same Lie, after lie, imma pull up and I let it bang I wanna die, don't wanna be alive Switch the pain, never been perfect Never had the time, never been worth it Everyday I've been up, and I'm workin' Hurts so bad, I'm poppin' on the perc and- Fall apart, see the pieces in the rain Everyday I'm up, I feel like I'm so insane I just write down these words, I don't write down my name I try to be myself, but I'm always to blame, a-always to blame Always to blame I cry, fuck it, I don't feel pain My life has always been the fuckin' same Lie, after lie, imma pull up and I let it bang I wanna die, don't wanna be alive