I'm coming back to my home
But as I open the car door
I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass dome
You didn't see it, and I didn't too
It's been hidden in my brain until we split in two
But the cause was never you
I've known about this my whole life, I wasn't ready to
Own up to the truth
'Cause I knew it would break me and you apart
But It doesn't really matter now
Learning to stay afloat in the dark
I push the painkillers off my drawer
Laying limp to the sound of tears
Wishing I never came out of my shell
Made an appointment for death next year
When I'm gone
Don't bother asking around
But I'll be with you in the clouds
Don't speak
Pay attention when I sleep, right now
I'm just hidden in the trees
Somewhere, where you never come around
Somewhere, where you never come around
I'm coming back to my home
But as I open the car door
I get a taste of bittersweetness in the air
Never faced a challenge that was so deep inside my bones
That would lock my whole world away in a small, glass dome
You didn't see it, and I didn't too
It's been hidden in my brain until we split in two
But the cause was never you
I've known about this my whole life, I wasn't ready to
Own up to the truth
'Cause I knew it would break me and you apart
But It doesn't really matter now
Learning to stay afloat in the dark