I wanna drink the kerosene So you notice me in my dreams I feel like sniffing ephedrine and taking hallucinogens Maybe then you'll take me seriously I want to feel human for an hour, but now You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed I'm feeling blue its overdue I'm used to it, I fell for you I'm risk averse, I'm such a bore, I'm not the one you're searching for Would it be different if I smoked I want to feel human for an hour but now You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed The grass is greener when you're high So why can't I see straight Say your name right You pretend that you're dead and I still fall for it You're telling all your secrets to the boy you never met And now he's lifting up your dress, your friends think you're a mess But I'd still pop a pill or two to watch you get undressed