I'm way too fly for you to come and try to dub me Girl you lucky I only fuck with money That's the only thing that loves me I came from the bottom my whole family was struggling Two story house but I slept on a bed of nothing Yea I was on the floor I was sleeping with roaches Niggas took my soul when they went and turned on me If god takes me today he'll only take my hurt from me Cuz my body's been full of pain I just need surgery I wake up late at night cuz I hear granny calling me When she died I swear that shit really took apart of me Imagine waking up in the morning hearing your granny dead And you can't even lay her to rest cuz of a promise you said That shits fucked up That shit fucked up my nigga That shit fucked up That shit fucked up my nigga That shit fucked up That shit fucked up my nigga That shit fucked up That shit fucked up So don't judge me if I'm wrong Cuz I don't wanna be right Cuz I done been through so much pain But my heart is black as the night Cuz I've been searching for some love But why can't it ever find me Why can't it ever find me Just let me know when it fi-i-i When it finds me Finds me Just let me know when it finds me Finds me All these emotions I've been hiding Hiding I'll let it loose when it finds me Finds me yea yea yea yea Heartless Is what I became when niggas stabbed me in my back Artist Is what I became when I put my heart in my raps Niggas be trippin' you run up on me just know that your whole crew is finna get whacked Ice on my heart you wouldn't be able to keep it alive if you had a match So I've been running through the streets tryna make a way-ay-ay They smile in your face but want you in a gra-ay-ave So I'm on my lonely Rather ride with myself than fuck with the phony Cuz it's all a facade The one you call your brother could turn to an opp tomorrow I talk to my dead fam I don't even talk to god Trust issues got me toting' on this rod So love me while I'm here cuz I might be gone tomorrow So don't judge me if I'm wrong Cuz I don't wanna be right Cuz I done been through so much pain But my heart is black as the night Cuz I've been searching for some love But why can't it ever find me Why can't it ever find me Just let me know when it fi-i-i When it finds me Finds me Just let me know when it finds me Finds me All these emotions I've been hiding Hiding I'll let it loose when it finds me Finds me yea yea yea yea The pain Kidd