I'm still paranoid I think these drugs don't work I took another just to see if it would hurt I poured a drink and don't remember if it did I hope for everything forgotten I'm forgiven I'm still anxious I think these drugs don't work I took another half and knew that it would hurt I poured a drink and don't remember what I did I hope for everything forgotten I'm forgiven Starting to tremble Empty the bag Empty at last She say that it gets old You do it yourself If you don't want help Then what do you vent for I fuck her to sleep The demons in me It's hard to be gentle But it's all a part of the process It's all to complicate nonsense Managers hit me about content Tell them to suck on my, goddamn Sorry if you think I've been obnoxious I don't even remember my whole last month Waking up in random old apartments I'm grateful that I wake up, though I cannot tell if I'm praying on the day I don't She says you can't leave me here and I say I won't I'm still paranoid I think these drugs don't work I took another just to see if it would hurt I poured a drink and don't remember if it did I hope for everything forgotten I'm forgiven I'm still anxious I think these drugs don't work I took another half and knew that it would hurt I poured a drink and don't remember what I did I hope for everything forgotten I'm forgiven