Don't point a finger in my direction Watch what you say, don't let a puddle you step in Ever slip your step up, keep a leg up on whoever tryna trip I don't keep a list but if I did, wait I can't see the end, I can't find a reason to pretend I might hold my breath but when I speak that shit gone stick I speak my truth, no fibs, got no reason to be slick I'm spread too thin, what I got left to give I left what kept me going to be selfish, cruise control My self respect been through the roof I been acting stupid, downright foolish, I'm just tryna live through it I'm just tryna wake up another day & get to it Whatever I make of the time the sun's up After that, it's back to racks, I'm gone stack the funds up I don't think I'll live past when the fun's up I don't ever get up when the sun does Hell not gone treat me worse than a sauna Be patient your honor, I gotta lot of shit ahead of me to conquer Just know I been fucked up with my partner Maybe I don't even need to bother, but Maybe I'm a monster, maybe I'm too focused on my problems To ever be worth a shot I'm on my marksman & I'm just being honest & Maybe at the end of it all that's been my problem