You can cry to me all you want cause I think I'm over crying to you Why aren't you, wondering why I been snapping, don't you know how I do Look I don't gotta go down the hatchet, I don't wanna be reminded bout past shit You know I been batshit crazy bout you for the longest & maybe I been way too strong for the both of us Maybe I just need myself, baby I just need some help I got a whole wide world ahead of me to figure out & I still don't know what I'm about I hate being honest sometimes I don't wanna talk to nobody about why I'm always inside Always in hiding Always in love with the thought of what could be & never what is I'm not stable enough to steer two separate ships There was so much pressure that you took off of me but I think it kept me driven a bit I know it ain't right, it is what it is I know it's my fault, I know what I did But I hope that I could be forgiven Know we were different, know I just dipped I got dismissive I became what I said I wouldn't be & I wouldn't be that for you Lots of apologies lacked for you I swear I'm sorry & maybe one day I could possibly be more than that for you Baby that's my bad