Every night I see your bloodshot eyes As clear as I ever did, clouded by sentiment I swear I never meant to cut those ties I was distant and reticent You were selfish and hesitant to change But sometimes when I paint my life I shade in a black and white past Leave out the shadows I cast I only tried to find a place to hide Instead of helping you survive Another night of feeling like my head's turned sideways Speeding up the highway, I feel my eyes fade I swear I saw a UFO in the sky Kept blind faith, through every tirade 'Cause you were high all the time And I never tried to make things right You made me fear rejection I still hope your spirit's resting I pull off the nearest exit I wish I saw a UFO in the sky You turned me into a skeptic I wasn't home when you wrecked it I should've known to expect it Another night of feeling like my head's turned sideways Speeding up the highway, I feel my eyes fade I swear I saw a UFO in the sky Kept blind faith, through every tirade 'Cause you were high all the time And I never tried to make things right You made me fear rejection I still hope your spirit's resting I pull off the nearest exit I wish I saw a UFO in the sky You turned me into a skeptic I wasn't home when you wrecked it I should've known to expect it I feel like I failed I still have a voicemail saved you left me Time heals Everything but your pale face still gets me Outside from the shelter that I built Brings back to life all the remembrance I killed Revisits the cynical decisions that I still hate Yet I still made Another night of feeling like my head's turned sideways Speeding up the highway, I feel my eyes fade I swear I saw a UFO in the sky Kept blind faith, through every tirade 'Cause you were high all the time And I never tried to make things right You made me fear rejection I still hope your spirit's resting I pull off the nearest exit I wish I saw a UFO in the sky You turned me into a skeptic Your vision blurred your perspective I should've learned to accept it (I should've learned to accept it) ♪ I'm feeling like my head's turned sideways Speeding up the highway, I feel my eyes fade I swear I saw a UFO in the sky Kept blind faith, through every tirade 'Cause you were high all the time And I never tried to make things right You made me fear rejection I still hope your spirit's resting I pull off the nearest exit I wish I saw a UFO in the sky I can't deny what you lived through I wasn't close enough with you I hope you know that I miss you (I hope you know that I miss you)