I hear red and white and sirens Like thunder and lightning under my eyelids Let me die quiet In terrified silence I couldn't find before Wish I could let go But everything echoes, everything echoes Stuck in this in this dead zone Memories get so frozen inside And if I could get away I wouldn't be here Live another day And never see fear Everything is fine You're in denial Occupy your mind Until you spiral down, down, down, down, down Down, down And I can tell that you can still hear the sirens ♪ And I try to tell the truth But it never comes out the right way when I'm lying next to you And I always hold back what I say When these sirens cut into my lifelines Never found the right time To tell you anything at all All I hear is I'm on the highway There's nowhere to escape From everything you told me When you set the record straight And this is my blame That I could never take Cause I've been disingenuous Since 1998 And I survived pain With demons I create The vices I rely on Keep reality at bay And I deny faith But I swear I used to pray That we would reconcile From the fires that we made And if I could get away I wouldn't be here Live another day And never see fear Everything is fine You're in denial Occupy your mind Until you spiral down, down, down, down, down Down, down And I can tell that you can still hear the sirens ♪ I let this get inside my head Time and time again In every epilogue I've read Seems like they never find the end And I try to tell the truth But it never comes out the right way when I'm lying next to you And I always hold back what I say When these sirens cut into my lifelines Never found the right time To tell you anything at all And I try to tell the truth But it never comes out the right way when I'm lying next to you And I always hold back what I say When these sirens cut into my lifelines Never found the right time To tell you anything at all All I hear is sirens Sirens Screaming out my name All I hear is sirens Sirens Screaming out my name All I hear is sirens Sirens Screaming out my name All I hear is sirens Sirens Screaming out my name Sirens